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When Does It All Start For You? To Pour Some Out...
This story is to begin as I was instructed. My true to life guardian angel told me that if I do this it has to start as it truly originated. I told my six year old daughter that I was going to quit my job. I love what I do and the privilege I have experienced working with an amazing doctor. For the last four days I have had very heavy thoughts of what to do with myself. I have been experiencing uneasiness, headaches, and stress that has caused severe stomach pain. I have felt some days as if I was being chocked from within. In my past experience with alternative health care I know that the feeling of being chocked, or the tightness of muscles around the neck, translates that I need to speak about something very important to me and I am not doing so. My husband has been gone, traveling with work, in an area where I cannot speak to him on a regular basis as we usually do when he is on the road. The reception was very poor. This seemed to intensify the physical issues I had been experiencing. I decided that I needed to keep myself busy to try and distract myself from the headache that was not being calmed from the medicine I had taken. As I was cleaning my daughters’ room I realized that I needed to start telling the events and lessons that have brought me to this point in my life. I truly believe there is a story here for others. I believe that it will help many out there to see one, that they are not alone, and two we hold the power to make our lives what we want it to be. We are not victims, only if we choose to be. I want people that have had a similar life style, thoughts, and feelings to see what life can be like living free. Free to use the abilities that we were all born with. This life is amazing. I view it as it is given to me to borrow and it is a responsibility to use it wisely. I loved the area that I grew up in. As with any child, memories are made on a daily basis. You can look up a street and there are so many events that took place on that street that the thoughts and sounds all run together. The one thing that I remember most was riding my bike all over. I had a friend that lived up the street. Her name was Jenny. We became friends when we were young, about first grade or so. We met playing outside. Jenny was really my only friend until she moved with her family to Georgia. Her father had a job opportunity and took it. It is strange to remember what an impact that had on me. I will never forget the last time I saw her; telling her good bye and giving her a hug for the last time. I cried for days that turned into weeks that turned into months. We wrote each other weekly for over a year. It slowly tapered off and in time stopped. As the years went by, I never met anyone else that I hung out with on a regular basis. I was very much to myself, enjoyed riding my bike through out the spring, summer, and fall. The most amazing feeling was the wind around my body, against my face, blowing through my hair, taking in deep breaths of air and the sense of freedom. That is the feeling that I use as a comparison for other events. I will continue telling more of this story. For now I would like to direct you to my website. This is something that I view as a blessing. You can also follow my blog and articles that have been written surrounding my website. Cheers To You! Article Directory: http://www.articledashboard.com Go now to my website www.likemindedpeople.me and blog at www.attractiveminds.blogspot.com. I have devoted 23 years of passion to living within the realms of alternative health care. This desire became even more prominent with the births of my 5 children. I set my intentions to attract people who are already looking for what I have to offer, the results have been magical! I love sharing my experiences and knowledge with others as to lighten their load and their learning curve. Cheers to All! |
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